/ck/ I think I lost it. I did a disgusting thing and I’m absolutely repulsed with myself after the fact. I’m literally pacing back and forth right now and on the verge of freaking out.

Backstory – everyone knows I’m into cooking (and like what I make). When I meet with friends I occasionally give them some stuff I made, usually pastry.
We (me and my girlfriend) were meeting some of our longtime friends, two sisters (not twins, just two sisters that are quite close together and have similar interests and friends). I figured I’ll make them cinnamon rolls as they were particularly fond of them in the past.
While kneading the dough on was loosely reminiscing about our friends and looking forward to the meeting. Particularly about the younger one whom I had a semi-crush when I was myself was younger (she was a long haired blonde and particularly tight with my gf; we were all teens etc.) And then, when I was mixing butter with sugar and cinnamon to coat the dough, something awoken in me. Long story short, I fapped. All I could think about was her cute face, imagining her pink lips on my dick. And fuck me, that was the biggest load I dumped in my life. Thick and viscous, it was fucking everywhere. At this point I figured I’ll just roll with it, baked the buns and packed them (I was supposed to meet them in two hours). I wasn’t exactly afraid they would notice anything, although I felt a perverted excitement. That excitement quadrupled and went directly to my dick when they ate the rolls with glee. When the sisters shared their rolls with each other, it was like they were cumswapping my load with giggles on their faces.

When I was home, dread (or rather guilt) set in: what the fuck have I done? I just stealthily fed two of my long time friends (and my gf I guess, but it’s nothing new for her) semen and I actually enjoyed watching it.
What the fuck have I become? What I’m supposed to do? I’m disgusted with myself, it’s nauseating.
I just had to get it out of my system /ck/