I actually really very much don’t think I have any interest in humans. I really don’t like them. they make it hard to care. they are deceptive. predatory. boring . I like mark fisher. he’s dead but I do like him. he’s killed himself he’s smart. sometimes he’ll say something stupid , and then explain it’s stupidity but there will be something valuable there. I found this book thru a guy I thought I liked but he took me to some bookstores and I found this. it wasn’t the guy , it was the book. I think I posted this. not sure . I delete & I post I don’t even know anymore or keep track. it is my dream to see my friends list number be around 172 . think I might make a new account. I used to think only normies used the term normies. but no actually normies are a very real thing. and they live in the most radical woke places. . conventional
ones as well. it makes it super challenging being.
especially if you can’t even drink to soften it some. the abuse. psychic warfare. I hope you all think i’m
drunk or schizophrenic btw.
one stupid concept: transgression
another one: subversion
bc lol
to
what loll
I can’t wait to die that’s why i’m not afraid of anything
dead serious