i rip the thinnest layer off the top, like im ripping off its scalp. i pretend to hear the pizza roll scream, of course it hurts you’re getting your scalp ripped off. Pathetic.
next i watch steam rise out of the hot innards of the pizza roll. i laugh, the pizza roll knows its fate. its crying and trying to wriggle out of my hand like a little worm. silly little roll. tease the pizza roll before me with death, barely kissing the descalped edged with my lips.
finally, i eat him from the inside out. i scoop out all of the chunks and innards with my tounge. it burns but god it feels good. i only feel alive when i eat pizza rolls anymore. i hear his last cry. his final pizza roll breath has left him. there is no more steam. he is hollow. a husk of his former self. i recognize the crust before me but now hes lifeless. theres nothing i can do.
i eat the crust as tears stream down my face. what have i done. theres no stopping me now. no telling what ill do next. im a monster. how could i let myself get to this point? then i remember, i remember how alive i felt. how good the process was. and it repeats itself in an endless cycle of murder and gluttony. i reach for another totino pizza roll…..