Hi.

 I just wanted to tell you this because I’ve been thinking alot and I thought that I needed to let it out.

 The reasons why I hate you.

 One, you’re always depressed.

How? You always bring up depressing thoughts everytime the group calls and you suddenly cry and it’s so annoying. We can’t be there for you if you can’t even learn from it and shut up.

 Two, you’re really fucking everyone’s life up.

What do I mean? You’re stressing a lot of people out. You’re stressing them out with your endless talking in calls, flirting with people who clearly told you that they’re in a relationship, depressing talks, playing with someone’s heart by seeing them as a 2nd option, and getting our fucking attention by doing all of this bullshit.

 Three, you’re dumb.

With what? Friends. Relationships. Communication. Friends, you always think we hate you if we don’t talk to you anymore but we are CLEARLY BUSY. BUT THAT, WILL MAKE US HATE YOU EVEN MORE. Relationships, THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT. You play with someone’s heart. ME AND YOUR MU. You know what you fucking said? You fucking told me that you liked me and asked me to become your girlfriend, what happens? Next day, you tell me that you liked someone else and ASKED ME FOR ADVICE and said you weren’t THINKING STRAIGHT. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT BULLSHIT? NO WONDER HIKARI FUCKING WALKED OVER YOU. NO WONDER JAKE WALKED OVER YOU. NO WONDER EVERYONE FORGOT AND DIDN’T CARE BUT YOU ANYMORE. You’re making a lot of stress and it pisses everyone off.

 Four, talking without thinking.

Remember that time when we were in a call with Jake? And it was the day after I told you that me and Jake are in a relationship? Yeah. That time when you kept flirting with me while Jake was in the call. That made me hold a grudge against you even more. How dumb can you be?

 Five, me.

I am so disgusted, disappointed, and upset that I even continued to talk to you and cope with your bullshit even after you played me. And yet you ask me for nudes and I did it anyway. That is fucking disgusting of you to do. I did it because I was dumb. I DID IT BECAUSE I WAS THERE FOR YOU. I DID IT BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP.

 It turns out that you’re the reason why our friendship is ruined.

 It turns out that you’re the reason why the group gets pissed off.

 It turns out you’re the reason why everyone doesn’t care anymore.

 You’re the reason why I’m in pain.

 I hate you.

 And that won’t fucking change.

 Ever.