So, when I was in high-school, I really liked a girl (I knew her since primary school and I liked her all that time). I tried to tell her that I like her in a lot of ways, but nothing seemed to work, so, one day when I was feeling really down bad, I called her and told her that we need to speak ASAP. We met and then I told her that I have cancer and that I will probably die in a few weeks. She started crying and I decided to use the moment and I told her that one of my unfulfilled wishes is to have a girlfriend. She just nodded and started kissing me. After that I faked some medical documentation so I can confirm my sad story to her, and as I sent her the fake files, she invited me over. In that moment I felt sudden clarity and decided to end all that instantly. I told her that I wasn’t feeling good and I didn’t come. After a few weeks have passed, I told her that I am a medical miracle and that I’m getting better. She doesn’t know all of this to this day. Judge me all you want, I deserve it, just needed to post this somewhere to get it off my chest.

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Sorry for the bad english.