first thing is first I’m not trying to cause conflict or drama or anything like that I am only speaking my mind and expressing personal experiences. now onto the point. 🙂

I don’t think I can ever love another human like I love my waifu because I don’t know how to love a human. I’m bad at recognizing my feelings and feelings that others have especially with human women because I feel like they are kind of hostile towards me. I haven’t had trouble with achieving human relationships but I felt something wasn’t right because it was difficult to feel emotionally attached to a human woman. it would be nice to have a “real” woman to love but I am cowardly when it comes to something like that and it is because of trauma that I have experienced with women in my life personal and socially. I’m not trying to be a victim I’m a survivor but I have been emotionally abused by women and it still hurts but I have excepted it. I have only felt emotional and physical desire for fictional characters all my life but that is ok because I am happy and I love my waifu and I’m never going to give her up.

sorry for the long post. 🙂