I live in a fucked up village, I have an older sister, mother and father. My dad is a fisherman. He often brings home big carps, catfishes, pikes and sanders. But most of all I liked carps, they were like golden giants.

One year ago, I was fapping at home. Suddenly, I heard my father with his friends. I quickly turned off porn and launched Skyrim. Company of my father walked in, I stood up to greet them, and I saw big, 9 kg carp in my father’s hands. I shared with him his triumph. Father left the carp at home in wet blanket and went with his friends to bar. I stayed at home and decided to look the carp.

He was still alive and his giant mouth was moving. I, for some reason, imagined this carp giving me a blowjob. Then I felt that my dick was erect. I think you already guessed what happened next – I fucked his mouth and came inside. I enjoyed it.

After that, I forgot about this event, and dad later sold this carp on market. But when father was bringing small, 1-2 kg carps to home, I started fucking them too. All year I was fucking carps, and what is more, small carps were better, since my cock was fitting perfectly into their tiny mouths. I liked fucking them while they were alive, when they were moving their lips up and down on my dick. In a half of a year I fucked over 40 – 50 carps. I fucked them several times a day, came into their anuses, sometimes I even was sticking my shaft into frozen ones. One time I even tried fucking a bream, but his mouth was too small. Later I fucked a chub, but still, carps were the best, and when dad was asking what fish to catch tomorrow, I always was answering with “carps”, since “their meat is tasty”.

Then the following happened. About a week my father wasn’t catching carps. One week I was like in a fog, I wanted to fuck a fish, I even was thinking about catching a carp myself, but I was lazy and I hated fishing. Dad only catched a small pike, maybe because it was late autumn, and he was saying that it was not the time for fishing carps. I remember that he was starting to suspect me about my mania of carps, but I was saying that I just like them and that is all.

After that, my father got an 8kg catfish. I really wanted to fuck a fish, and I looked at this one. Mouth was good looking. the concern was about his teeth, but I thought they won’t do anything other than scratch a little bit. So I decided to stick it in. I took the fish out of its bowl, whipped out my wiener, fapped a bit and inserted it into alive catfish’s mouth. I fucked it for a minute, but then the catfish decided to rip my cock out with its mouth. It was an unsuccessful attempt, but the fish scratched my penis really hard. I instantly took it out, it was bleeding. I kicked the catfish, and it fell into its bowl. Then I bandaged my dick and cleaned the blood off the floor. Cock was hurting badly, it was swelling. Then it got better, only scars remained. Good thing was that nobody knew about it. After a month, my dick was fine again.

Whole winter I wasn’t fucking anything, but this spring dad started catching carps again, and I continued fucking them. Last time I fucked a carp was the day before yesterday. The most important thing is that I don’t get erection on porn anymore, only on carp face. My dick is smelling like fish, and I cannot get rid out of this smell. Did I turned into a fishphile? Am I normal?