I really thought I would feel better today but I feel broken AF. I haven’t felt so down and depressed for a very long time. I just realized that I invest 400$ = 221 pulls with ZERO SCHWARZ! Nada, Nothing! This rate up is a total lie! I used my damn savings for this banner because I wanted this Operator so much more than any other Operator. Since I heard about her I wanted to have her. I was so sure that I would be lucky. So positive. I already could saw her within my team and on my main screen greeting me. I am so broken. Yesterday I played the event. Seeing her, even having her as a Operator within a stage is making my so depressed and wanting her even more. This system is not fair at all. I am willing to invest and give up other things in life to afford my Arknights “fun”. But investing 400$ and NOTHING! This might be Gacha but at this rate it is just not fair. Not with this amount of money invested into it. I literally feel betrayed.