I have never had an orgasm. Every time I try to jack off my mind wanders because my attention span is literally 1 second. One time I tried to jack off and somehow I started thinking about 9/11… would you be able to continue?? (I immediately dried up like the Sahara Desert.) And just like every other human being I get horny but at this point it’s just annoying since I can’t masturbate without getting distracted by something really random and it stops me from being able to experience the satisfaction of cumming. Also as a girl, I don’t like getting my hands dirty so I get kinda turned off by the fluids. Sex is okay since there’s someone else so I don’t get distracted as easily there but being able to masturbate truly is a privilege that I do not have.