I (52 M) woke up on the 23rd of may, 2021, and my mother (73 F) asked me (52 M)to try to find a job again. I (52 M) said no and I (52 M) hit her (73 F) on the temple with a rubber mallot (5 N-B) and used a saw (17 N-B) to chop off both of her (73 F) arms and legs and put her (73 F) in garbage bags and drove to the dump and put her (73 F) remains among the trash and drove away. Her (73 F) ghost is haunting me (52 M) from beyond the grave. Am I (52M) in the wrong?