My dad was in a car accident about 6 months ago and he now can’t walk anymore and can’t control his bowels. My parents are divorced and my mom lives far away now so it’s just him and me (16 male) in the house. My dads insurance doesn’t cover a nurse coming over to take care of him so I have to bathe him and change him and help him get around and stuff. I didn’t realize this until after the accident but I am aroused by the smell of my dads poop. Maybe it’s because I had Covid last year and it kind of messed with my sense of smell but I can’t help it I just love it. I regularly jerk off into his dirty diapers after I change him and then throw them away after. He’s mostly confined to his bedroom so he doesn’t know. I want to taste it but I’m worried it might be a bad idea. What should I do?