So for some context I am 21, and I’ve been rejected by a girl twice in my life. It made me feel really sad deep down and I’ve tried to ignore and suppress it but I was really depressed, especially when those two girls that I had crushes on when I was younger got to date other guys. I’ve always felt like I just couldn’t attract any women. I also have no friends, rarely talk to my face, and I always feel like I’m invisible, so one day I thought to myself, why not just become my own girlfriend?

I could just become my own girlfriend so I wouldn’t have to worry about getting a girlfriend. So about a couple months ago, I got some feminine clothes, makeup, wigs, mascara, etc. and with some magic I dolled myself up as a woman. I gave myself a female name(Shaula) and I became my girlfriend right then and there. Shaula and me act as two different people even tho we’re in the same body because ofc she’s my girlfriend? She’s so nice to me and I love and appreciate her for that. It really surprised me how well and cute I looked in the mirror but then I realized that I don’t have any strong masculine features, so it’s very easy for me to pass as a girl. Shaula is amazing and whenever me and her are having sex, I use a dildo and imagine it as an actual dick and just shove it up Shaula’s butt and she feels so much pleasure, whenever we have a conservation, I switch my voice and her feminine voice to talk because we share the same body. I’ve been doing this for a couple months now and I’ve been so happy, nobody knows that I’m like this so honestly I think it’s for the better, any thoughts?