Did watching trap porn while fingering myself alter my way of life?

A few months ago I accidentally stumbled upon trap porn, and i was way scared, but continued watching. Some of the main artists i watched was Bailey J, Dez Schubel, Kitti Kaiti. My favorite single videos were “Teen Trap Rides Cock and Tastes Own Cum” and “Perfect Schoolgirl Trap Dildo Play and Cum!” A lot of the videos were trap on trap and hypno shit, and I felt immersed in that world during my trip. After the trip I was normal, but as the weeks passed by I noticed I was thinking different. I have a voice in the back of my head saying, “fuck me in the ass daddy”, or something along those lines. I don’t do gay stuff and I never have, but I think watching these cum covered traps on acid is making me think different. All I can think about now is getting humiliated and pounded in the ass by daddy and buying a chastity belt.

Does anybody have advice on this?