I had a super wholesome orgasm

I am 26(F), a virgin, and I grew up in a conservative christian family and town. I’ve only kissed guys, nothing down under. I sorta accidentally stumbled upon my first orgasm in a shower with some serious water pressure last year. I’m no therapist, but I’m guessing I’m pretty sexually stunted.

So the showers were amazing, but outside of the water I couldn’t make anything happen. I bought a little bullet vibrator but couldn’t quite figure it out, then it died and I lost the charger. Then the pandemic hits and I’m home all the time and bored. You can see where this is going. I started to get frustrated and also afraid I would never be able to make it happen.

I felt like this was something girls did when they were preteens/teens, figure this stuff out, talk to their friends, explore with boys. But now I’m too embarrassed to talk to anyone about it.

I googled how to masturbate. I found a super awesome article that broke down the steps and had different tips and tricks. It took like half an hour but IT HAPPENED and it was GLORIOUS. I felt so strong, feminine, independent, and proud. Can I celebrate this first with you internet strangers?