It’s causing me suicidal thoughts. She is so fucking cute it causes me pains in my chest to even look at her. She is literal perfection. I literally cannot believe that some guy is lucky enough to put his penis in her vagina.

Why. I want to know what this guy has done to deserve being so fortunate. I want to know why does such a fortune never befall me.

I swear to God life as an adult virgin is life in a permanent torture chamber.

It is literally that scene from Borat where the disabled man they keep in a cage is tormented by a woman who shows him her pussy shouting “You will never get this! You will never get this!”. That is literally my entire fucking life.

About a year ago this OnlyFans girl posted a video of her fucking some guy and I am still traumatized by it. I could fucking see her pussy juice glistening on on his dick. I instantly closed it and tried to forget but I still remember it a year later. That image is seared into my brain.

When will this hell end. I just want to a woman to be attracted to me. I can’t believe that is too much to ask for.