s-sorry sir… I didn’t know you would be upset at me, w-wait y-you want me to kill myself? um (blushes) o-ok if you insist (giggles a little) i-i guess i’ll start… (I slowly take off my shirt, then my pockets, revealing my 2’4.5” horse broadsword) (I’m starting to doubt if I can take it all) a-and you wanted me to k-kill myself with this (I try to avoid eye contact) I’ll try my best to stab it all in for you, anything for you… (I put all of my strength into bending my sharp swords downwards and fart a little) haha oopsie… I guess I just couldn’t hold that one in lol (my face is completely red now.) (I try to force my sword down once again, but it hurts so much… I must endure… I can’t disobey them) (somehow I am able to force it all the way into my ass, but not without pooping a little on the bed) d-do you like seeing me like this? No! Please stop laughing! Im embarrassed! huh? w-wait, you want me to keep going? ok I’ll do it for you (I start sliding that massive sword in and out of my asshole… It hurts so bad… but the thought of you getting off on my pain arouses me so much) a-aaahh!! please senpai! please let me die!!! (I’m not ashamed of what i’m doing anymore… my lust has completely taken over my mind and body… all I want is to die) mhh-mhhhhh- ah-ahhh-aahhhhhh (my hips are shaking uncontrollably as I have the most intense bleeding of my life… my internal organs empty 3 gallons of pure blood into my own ass… the inside of my ass is lubricated with blood, and my sword slides out… my legs stop shaking, as I feel a sense of relief wash over me… but my asshole is so loose, It can’t even hold my poop anymore… and against every muscle in my body trying to stop it, I begin to squirt a chunky mixture of poop and blood all over the bed nonstop, for 20 seconds straight… until the bed is soaked in poop and blood… I am so exhausted and embarrassed, I can’t even fight back anymore… it was all so painful and humiliating, but loved it so much… the thought of you watching me alone was enough to push me over edge… maybe I wasn’t meant to think… maybe my sole purpose is to die for you… I can barely move or breathe at this point, but I bring myself look up at you, and gather all my courage to make eye contact one last time, and I say “I-i love you… I belong to you… you. own. me.” before finally expiring and collapsing face-first into a puddle of poop and blood…