“So my (20M) girlfriend (16F) said that she wanted to try cuckoldry when I get back from school. I didn’t know what she was talking about so I looked it up online… am I being cheated on? I can’t tell because she wants me to watch, but I have to wear a bunch of crap that she wants me to buy. I think it’s fetish stuff or maybe for a dog, I can’t tell. She wants he brothers friend (34M) to be the one to do it but I’ve never even met him before. I asked her why she wanted to do this and if she didn’t love me anymore (I bought her a promise ring from Tiffany’s and everything, my parents were really mad when they saw the credit card bill but I thought it was worth it you know?) and she said she loves me but that she wants to live life and see the world before she’s too old to enjoy it. She has a congenital heart problem that means she may not live past 40, but I still don’t know why I need the collar and chains. I asked her if we could both be cuckholded at the same time and she started sobbing asking why I would want to be with another girl and she got even more mad when I told her i would want it to be one of my furry friends (she thinks we’re weird). She said she won’t talk to me until I’m willing to accept her offer and never ask to cuck her again, but I feel like I’m being used. She got really mean about it too and said that my degree isn’t worth anything because I’m LibArts and that I’m only here at Cornell because I didn’t get into Harvard, and now I think she may not actually love me like I used to think. I’ve been messaging her for hours begging to talk to her but the deal is firm and now I’m being ghosted. I don’t know if I’m ready to be a cuck, but I also feel like without her I’d be an even bigger cuck. I asked another forum if I’m a cuck and they said a bunch of weird political garbage which was really upsetting and problematic. I just want to know if my girlfriend is making me watch her cheat on me or not or if I’m just being a mope because of my clinical depression and severe social anxiety. Please help a friend…..”