I hurt myself 🗡today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle📍📌😔😭 tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill☠💀 it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become😫😮🤐
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end🛇
And you😢😩 could have it all😤
My empire of dirt
I will let you down 😳
I will make you😭 hurt

I wear this crown👑🔱 of thorns
Upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings😶😯😝 disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here😳

What have I become😫😮🤐
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end🛇
And you😢😩 could have it all😤
My empire of dirt
I will let you down 😳
I will make you😭 hurt

If I could start again
A million miles✈⛴ away
I would keep myself
I would find a 😯😭way😳