I am a genius and woke up this morning with beautiful feminine music in my head. The song had the vocal sound of Enya, but that actual melody was like something you’d hear in an anime and pagan, not Catholic sounding like Enya. This song was the best song ever made and I invented it from scratch. It was so good and belonged in a Zelda game. It was one of the top 3 best songs I have ever heard and I invented it automatically, like on autopilot.

Sadly, I don’t have the talent or social connections to make this song a reality. It’s in my head and only I will know of it’s beauty. It’s sad this world tried to break me and make me incel. I was born with such a beautiful mind and this world tried it’s best to break me. One day I hope there is a local-mind reading machine so I can share this beauty with an undeserving world. Then the world would truly know my sorrow and my pain.

All women want to do is fuck chads who listen to rap music all day. They don’t want to spread my genius genes all they want is chad’s mediocrity and no taste. I am a person of taste who only enjoys fancy restaurants and whole foods, yet there is a social inversion where I am treated like I am uncool and a peasant. And the uncool peasants who litter and chainsmoke cigs all day are treated like royalty. And low IQ people who say “REEEEEE” all day on their iphones are treated like high status.

The world doesn’t deserve to hear my beautiful music that is inside my head but I wish I could share it with incels, sadly I can’t. I don’t know how to make the music inside my head real, that is why I want local-mind reading to share it. I DO NOT want public mind-reading. I don’t want the authority to spy on my mind. I don’t want a society of Protoss where everyone has the same mind. And with all this “Unity” and open-borders crap looks like we are headed that way.
I will be told, by society, that I am a “soyboy” and to be macho and listen to rap music to attract women. But a society that is devoid of feminine women is not a society I want to live. Like N. Tesla I want a woman who appreciates feminine things, such as organic wholesome foods and feminine music. I don’t want a woman who loves mcdonalds, shitty memes, and rap music all day. I want a feminine french girl. I’m not even a bigot I will date a tomboy because even tomboys are more feminine than many of the iphone generation.

And its complicated because I can’t tell if society is being feminized or masculinized. Sperm count is low and not allowed to punch some asshole in the face, commercials are boring and only show betabux. Yet litter is everywhere, people have no taste, and music is devoid of any wholesome energy. I think there is a saying “best of both worlds”. Well modern society seems like the worst of both worlds, the worst and dullest aspects of masculinity and femininity is what’s celebrated.

People say males who got excited for than New Zelda game are soyboys. But I don’t think they are soyboys but numales. The New Zelda game looks like plastic. The music in my head was not for that game, but to make a True Zelda game that did not look like plastic. I think soyboys wear makeup and are emo. I don’t think numales are soyboys but something different. I think Paul Joseph Watson is actually a soyboy because he always bitches and whines about stuff a lot of people don’t care about. Also I’m not a bigot, I actually agree with Paul Joseph Watson on many of his videos, but not all. FYI I drink soymilk and it is a Proud aspect of tofu Japanese culture which I am not ashamed of. I am not ashamed that I lust for hot sexy anime girls, even futas as well, but also cuntgirls, even though c*nts are smelly IRL. FYI I don’t drink cows milk because it tastes bitter. FYI I would rather drink human boob milk than cow’s milk but not allowed bc incel. The womb is the best time of life for males then it all goes steadily downhill. If the bigots want to reduce soy intake, then legalize human boob milk I’d buy it.