If I ever had a terminal disease, I’d have a realistic looking seal wetsuit made. I’d go take dips around Orca hunting grounds, and wait for that kawaii black and white face to appear from the depths. I just hope id be alive long enough to feel my broken seal boy body sliding down into its salty gullet. Then my final form could be complete, I’d then be extruded out of its whale anus a few days later as actual whale stool. What a dream!