Yes, I cheated on her while I was on dope, and I’ve definitely disrespected her name with lies to make me feel better about letting Elisa the alley whore with no teeth….because were were so spracked out. I was so high– obsessively watching porn and masturbating–that I made a bad decision to betray the love of my life. Watching 12 hours of torturees is abnormal for me, and it freaked her out. I was masturbating in the window with no care if it was disturbing or disrespectful to my woman; she never deserved the betrayals that I keep acting on due to dope. Dope makes me somewhat insane and perverted. All that Tunnci, all that dope, it makes me cheat over Facebook. It makes me selfish and hurts my girl: my best friend. She is my one true love, but I still lie so much about her on my posts just to hurt her really. I am so ashamed of my behavior lately that I guess I’m ashamed to show y’all the truth of what I’ve been doing to ruin our future and her life. I know she truly loved me, and I’m scared to admit that I’m responsible for all this chaos. She really doesn’t deserve me lying about her. I’m just going to go ahead and be real honest with y’all from now on. Hopefully, I can gain some respect from her and grow up: stop hiding who I really am. But I’m not doing very well right now. I’m sleeping in a tent alone; or well, I was, but then I met my new girl. But I’m still wrong, still cheating, leaving my baby in a tent of mine. I stole her money to smoke Tunnci. Left her high and dry just to smoke some dope. I was ashamed to tell Christina because I am not the guy I know she loved anymore. My fault, y’all.