So, I decided to try and go on a break from porn and masturbating a while ago sense I became addicted. I managed to go about 3 and a half weeks(almost a month) without it. And I was home alone…or so I thought, and decided I had earned it so I started beating off upstairs in my room. Well, I got the the point right before climax where it takes most everything in you to force yourself to stop(might just be me)…well I heard my brothers voice(we share a room). He was calling my name and I heard his footsteps upstairs. So I squeezed my penile wood so I won’t ejaculate and shoveled my BaDonger into my pants. Well as the door swung open I came in my pants…everywhere. And ion wanna get too weird on you but I didn’t masturbate for almost a month and I had **a lot** built up. And my brother came in telling me that food was here, I said that I had no idea that food was coming and he was like “yeah, weren’t you listening dumbass” and looked me dead in the eye. And leme tell you…it’s the worst to look your brother directly in the eyes literal seconds after ejaculation(I looked away of course). So I went down stairs with a shit ton of cum drying to my leg and pants, and am now eating dinner with the family. Worst part is although I tried to sit far away from everyone mom though now was a good idea to sit right next to me. And i’m a little scared to get up, ion know if it’s noticeable or not.

I swear she can fuckin smell it, I just want my own space.