t’s un-honorful if you help a female for Coochie. It starts with respect, then you start craving for her, then when you’re deep in love, and you both want to come even closer to each other, you finally decide that you want to do it one evening.

But you both want it to be something special. So, having done plenty of planning before, the day starts. With her, you go into the city and have a coffee in the hot summer sun, laughing at each others faces. Eventually you aimlessly walk through the city, just enjoying the pieceful atmosphere whilst enjoying an ice cream. You don’t know what it is, but everything just tastes delicious and the world looks more beautiful than ever. Sun is in one side of your eye and love in the other. She gets a little ice cream on her nose, and you bend over and lick it off. She’s laughing. After a good walk you finally return to your car. With the last sunrails piercing the clouds, you start your way home. Through the window of your car, you see the sun slowly ascending. The sky is still orange colored, and the color slowly shifts into a red. You are amazed by its beauty. At the best of views you get out of the car to kiss each other. Finally arriving at home, you have already prepared most for dinner. You have fun with a little, just a little, of red wine while eating the delicious food you made together. And warmed from both the sun, the alcohol and your love, you make your way upstairs. The bed smells like fresh laundry. She walks into the bathroom to make some preperations.

You are incredibly aroused, and so is she, when she finally opens the door and you see her bare naked body for the first time. She is beautiful. And eventhough you have done this a hundres times before, just the view of her makes you feel like a little happy kid. You slowly walk towards each other. And for the first time, you get to touch her gorgeous body. Her skin is warm and smooth, and every touch feels intense. Her lips lightly tremble in exitement. So you kiss her. Her lips taste even better than they have before and your bodys come closer to each other. Your hand slowly ascends as your kisses shift to her neck and then her body. You’ve already talked out everything out beforehand, but just to make her feel a little safer you ask her if she feels as good as you do. She said she liked reverse cowgirl, so she pushes you onto the bed. She starts with long intense strokes, but while you realize how wet she already is she slowly begins to build up momentum. The rythm slowly crescends into an intense allegro. She moves her body fourth and back and moans loadly. You feel so good its incomprehensible. It feels amazing. And after a full Sonata-Allegro of Melodies and Rhytms, with an exposition, development and finale, you finally both finish in a poetic decrescendo with the last stroke being a meaningful Fermata. And for you, it feels like your bond has never been stronger.

Many years later you come to realize that you were not her only one from the very start. There’s still her deep within your heart, but your anger controls all of your body, as you see her in bed with one of your colleagues. Like in a state of hypnosis you reach for the little box on your desk. In is your .357 Magnum. With your vision blurred by tears, you fire two single shots into their heads. Your vision falls down onto the ground where you can see your tears hitting the floor. You know there will be no after. And with that in your mind your tears stop and you finally find peace deep within you, as you come to know that none of it matters now. And all your memories, fears and emotions, one after the other come all tumbling down into the sea of tears that the island that is you swims on. And with the memories of the beautiful moments that you were able to live through, with the beautiful wife you had , and the great friends you were able to meet, a little smile rushes upon your face as you finally turn the weapon around and pull the trigger. And as all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbeling down, tumbeling down, tumbeling down.