I killed her. It was me, the blood was on my hands and were probably stained at this point as I have been sitting here for 5 minutes just staring blankly. I felt no negative emotion yet no positive emotion. I don’t even know why I did it, I just had an urge to have blood on my hands… her blood… I couldn’t stop myself. After I started stabbing I could not end it. I haven’t even brought one thought to what would happen, the consequences. But, that does not matter anymore. I’m reaching out not because I need your help but because I don’t feel good, feeling emotionless is torture and I want you to stop it. I hate this, blood lust every day and once I end it I always feel uneasy and emotionless. I’m probably going to hide this body just like I did for the others, I don’t know why I don’t just face the punishment. I don’t know why I can’t just get help, I just can’t. My brain won’t let me, hell, I won’t let me. I will just keep feeding my hunger for blood and death. I will wash my hands today and burn the body, as usual. Thanks for the help, even tho I don’t even know what you are going to reply with. If you decide to call the police, that’s fine. If you decide to mind yourself and leave me be, that’s also fine because, again, I am emotionless. I killed her.


Oh no LOL 😂

Sorry guys I sent this to the wrong chat 😅🤪.