I have always wondered why people turn to life destroying drugs like heroin. But you have finally opened my eyes. If i had to walk in your shoes of being not only an actual retard, but just a genuinely all around unlikeable person. Who on top of being dumb and unlikeable also has no financial prospects to speak of because all the semi lucrative jobs that a human equivalent of a mcdonalds chicken nugget like u could fill have been exported to foreign countries. where children do them for a fraction of the cost. And of course you couldn’t get a job as a knowledge worker because you are just a product of the school system in a dead end town, and then you took that dead end town education and did nothing with it because to use your own words, you are dumber then a rock. But if i was sitting on my ass at home thinking about how my only prospects are working in the outdoors department of walmart, cold calling old people in a call center, or working at fucking gamestop I could see how IV drug use could look attractive. because at least then I wouldnt have to worry about what I am going to do when I am 60, spent my whole life making 8.25-13.50/hr and have $0 saved for retirement and no kids to take care of my free loading ass because no woman wants to make a family with a man who can barely support even himself.