you use social media as vallidation. apparent by your different aliases, mainly due to the fact that you were bullied as a child and you yourself are very insecure as your pictures are heavily over edited, you cant seem to accept yourself as you are, hence conform to the societal eboy. you are very much like a chimpanzee flunging poo when it is flung at you, infact you look like one, i wouldnt dare to look at your spotify, cause only god knows how basic it is.