Wow is my DMT WTF. This what the fuck came out once. During a lateral somersault within a somersault within an abyss that had no time and took up no space within a memory of a room I haven’t seen in a decade. My eyes were open on my floor, according to my friend on the floor with me in his own trip, I was totally still. In fact My body stayed here, “I” disappeared in the memory of the room, and in the abyss that was forever, the emotion that was me would have been abject terror except the infinitesimal spinning void allowed no such thing to enter and I could have been there for literal ever and I was for I WASNT, until the spinning gained descended and multiplied a level.. the motion fractaled and the sensation of spinning and then also spinning within the spinning was so completely ludicrous that there was heard in the void a stunned yet incredulous “what the Fuck” … and I’m beginning to think that might have been a moment after which I went no further down and would from there make my way back up… but before that could happen of course not mine but “A Mouth” started smacking its tongue since looking back now it’s as though the abyss rushed in to it when this mouth dared to make noise in the abyss, and the mouth smacked its tongue to fight the void pouring in. But more than pouring in the remembered sensation was of the mouths roof and floor conncected as if made of the same stuff. Like pulling from each other two halves of a grilled cheese… and I’m now wondering if the “what the fuck” uttered at the outrageous spinning/swirling might have been the catalyst for a reconstitution. After the swirling came the words, after the words the mouth, and the grilled cheese sensation may have been the mouth, the cause of the words, being created out of the abyssal ooze.

If this spinning in the abyss was actually a swirling of this primordial liquid, it stands to reason “I” was of that primordial liquid. Dissolved within it, returned to it, and reconstituted piece by piece.

None of that above pertains to the trip I describe in the post or the pic I included. It does pertain to 6 hours ago though. And despite all the words i just wrote I need to be very clear: there is nothing that I just wrote that I can trust. I am the once-liquid, passing-whatthefuck-er spinning swirling Nobody and i know nothing

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SOURCE: https://www.reddit.com/r/DMT/comments/12erpyh/did_i_extract_deem_or_vice_versa_chapter_1/jfd1r66/